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Sunday, June 1, 2008

Lesson 3

So today begins my final year in medical school...or at least i hope so :)...by the end of this coming 1 year i will either be a doctor or end up having to repeat the course...quite a gloomy prospect...

Looking back to the whole of the past year 4, it is hard to quite determine what has been achieved and what has not...a lot has happened and i guess it would be safe to say that i have grown quite a bit...both physically as well as mentally...well, maybe more growth physically (hey, I am exercising okay!!)...

Being a final year medical student...i have a strong feeling that things are seriously going to ( and it definitely has to) change...am i actually prepared to face the grueling challenges that year 5 has in store for me?...will I be able to cope with the ever increasing workload, or will I break down and just give up?...will there be enough time to re - study what has been forgotten in time for the final exams?...all thus stated are valid questions, and they remain to be answered...

That being said, I feel that the key to tackling these challenges is being consistent, and as consistency is truly my greatest enemy I don't think things are going to be easy...Grit your teeth, dig deep and try your hardest!! ganbarimasu!!

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must focus!!

Lesson 3 : Being consistent in your work = success!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Lesson 2

I just got back from seeing my girlfriend...we have been together for about 5 years and I can be the first to certify that it was no easy feat...Quarrels are a norm and punctuate the happy times we shared....

It is kind of ironic though that the better you know someone, the more likely you are to get on his/her nerves...it is probably because you feel safe, and have sort of settled into that secure comfort zone that you feel nothing bad can happen...and that is when you actually stop trying to make your partner happy...

And what makes it worse is that we often do not realize that until we are about to lose it...

When we look at the bigger picture, it should be clear that all the little things we are unhappy about and all those stuff that used to be major issues really don't matter much...if it matters at all

Lovers' quarrels are the renewal of love...

Lesson 2 : Treasure the ones you love with all your heart at all times regardless of the circumstances...that is whats' called unconditional love..

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Lesson 1

This is my first post ever...so yay!!

There are numerous reasons why i FINALLY decided to start a blog...but as i sit at home doing nothing for my very precious 1 week holiday, i just wondered to myself since everyone actually has one nowadays,...*why not..?*

Being 24 years young, there have been many times i felt like doing something but never actually got round to doing it...which is kind of sad, because the time wasted, is time lost...

I have always wanted to learn martial arts...during my primary and high school years, i never got along with the people in the club...they were the so called 'cool' people and i was the other...and as such i couldn't actually bring myself to participate weekly in a regular activity with them...aahh high school politics, they can make such trivial matters appear so important...

Another thing i have always wanted to do was to learn how to skate...but this one i actually got to try...however thanks to my complete lack of balance and inadequate knowledge of how to fall safely, i fell and had a minor concussion...was nothing serious really...but it managed to deter me from trying again after....

Having a diary was another one of my 'wants'...maybe with this blog i can finally start to have one...a place where i can speak my mind and state my feelings...thoughts and ideas which can serve as a reminder to my weak and forgetful 'self'...if one fails to learn from his own mistakes he will only repeat them...

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god, i'm getting old...

Lesson 1 : Do not delay something you can do right now, lest you regret it!

Dedicated to A Special Someone